IT IS WHAT IT IS
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Tired white tiger cub by Tambako the Jaguar on Flickr.
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Staying at my dads in Walnut Creek for a couple of days. Maybe itll do me one good to be away from the laptop and PS3
As a child, I only had 3 nicknames really:
- Sal, obviously short for Salvador
- For Mexicans when someone is named “Salvador” their nickname is “Chava” and when their either young or share their father’s name their nickname is “Chavita” So pretty much all of my family call me Chavita or Chava still. Some call me Sal now and my cousins love to call me Chavador.
Those are pretty much the only nicknames I had during my childhood…
Mom:
- Well, like my mom I can be very short tempered. I raise my voice while being unaware of how loud and angered my tone actually sounds at times. Im pretty nosy like her, for some reason I just like to hear whats going on with other people’s lives. Uhm thats all I can think of right now I usually realize stuff as it happens.
- I dont talk nearly as often as her, im not as out going. I shy away from most confrontations, I keep most things to myself and dont always spill my mind every chance I get (around people anyway…what I mean to say is that I do most my thinking in my head rather than out loud) Im more timid. Also thats all I got for now…
Dad: I dont know my biological dad…but I can answer this for the father who raised me!
- We’re pretty different and dont have much in common at all. We have the same basic sense of humor but thats pretty much it. I cant really think of much for similarities or differences at the moment actually.
Sometimes I wish they would just release an episode of Korra every day.
Yknow, its funny. If I would have gotten B’s I would be fine with my grades. B’s, C’s, whats the difference besides a few grade points. Sure I could make the same argument for A’s, but there is a difference. Getting A’s and even sometimes B’s means more to me because it shows that I actually worked my ass off and earned the grade. Getting a C shows just how much I slacked off. Hah, it exposes my laziness and I’m tired of it. I really gotta step it up and find a way to motivate myself to working harder in my classes and not just getting by because im not putting all the effort I should be. The problem is that I’m taking advantage of being able to slack off in school and taking the ability to still pass my classes without working hard for granted. I am so much more better than that. So much more and there is no reason for me to not show it.
I lived in Oakland, California on Hegman and 35th Ave for the majority of my childhood until I was 6. Then my Dad got a new job so we moved to San Leandro a place I never even knew existed even though I’m pretty sure I went to the Round Table on Davis with my friends little league baseball team when I was little. Not sure if theyre the same ones though.
Anyways, after moving to San Leandro, I pretty much stayed there, in the city at least. When I was like 8 we moved across San Leandro to a different apartment complex closer to City Hall. Then about a year or so later, my parents got divorced and my mother and I moved to this place around the corner from where we used to live. And Ive been living there since then, well yknow except when Im in San Jose for school.
Before we settled on 35th in Oakland, when I was baby apparently we moved from Alameda to 98th in Oakland, and there might have been some other place, and then we moved to 35th.
So our coach’s nickname was Boom. The last night during camp in Jackson, California for double days, as tradition wer had to do skits in front of the team and coaches and stuff. We got all of the big boys, the linemen, to go on stage (while two people made a beat and sang “Boom Boom Pow”) to take of their shirts and just dance in front of everybody hahahahah It was the funniest thing, a whole bunch of fat and fat boy stomachs and titties bouncing around hahahahha
I shit you not, I hated being grounded more than beat. At least when my mom hit me it was over and done with. Being grounded sucked cause Id have to live with not being able to do stuff for a while and everything was just boring as hell. I used to cheat though lol, since I was home a lone a lot while my parents worked I just watched tv and played games or whatever when they were gone haha most the time they never even knew.
And then, the punishments were combined. Gettin hit and then being grounded is the worst
My fucking Megazords duuuuh. I loved those things! Before that though I fucking loved playing with blocks, building all kinds of stuff. And soon enough video games took over my life haha
At least I earned the Super Bowl MVP in Madden 12 NFL Superstar lol.
I got my first C in college this semester in Physics 51 (Electricity and Magnetism). Unacceptable. It really is. Thats what I get for slacking off after that first midterm and not taking the second one seriously. Failing that second midterm really put me in a hole that clearly I couldnt get out of. On top of that my stupid lazy ass didnt do the credit. Yeah I dont know if that little bit of extra credit really could have made a difference but still, gotta take these opportunities when they present themselves.
I also got a C in fucking Judo! Its only a 1 unit class so its not incredibly serious but goddamn! It was probably that stupid final. The instructor was also a dick, and he’ll admit it too. I mean yeah he warned us and everything so I cant really be mad but he also did a pretty shitty job of being a teacher in terms of expectations for tests and stuff. Sigh.
2 A’s, 2 C’s, and I’m still waiting for my Plane Surveying Grade. The teacher for that class was literally horrible. It was his second semester teaching college students and he sucked, he really did. So, I have no idea what to expect really. Plus it doesnt help that he hasnt posted grades yet -____- typical. Sigh. Bad Morning so far. And my overall GPA dropped from 3.44 to 3.37. 0.07 is a lot of points!
No more fucking around anymore, seriously. I really gotta stop slacking off like this its ridiculous. All through high school and now college Ive just been getting by with half ass effort. Most of you guys might be like “Dude its a C calm your tits” No. Its that serious to me cause Im capable of so much more and I deserve better than this. I expect better of myself and to not reach my own expectations because I let myself take it easy? Some bullshit. Never Again.
I cant wait for this belly and extra fat on my face to disappear
Probably should read the book, but damn that was a good movie. Pretty sad. Danny Devito and Christopher Lloyd are in it lol. And the guy that played Billy is the voice of Chucky from Childs Play lol Good movie though, good movie.
