IT IS WHAT IT IS

I hate that I am almost always attracted to a girl who either is talking to someone, has a boyfriend, or recently got out of a relationship. Its not healthy for me. I really wish i knew why this happens but I just always seem to find myself in that type of situation over and over again. Idk…It really does suck though because I always end up as the guy that “loses” (I use this term loosely, not to be taken as if women are trophies to be won because they are most certainly not trophies). I have also been the “other guy” and let me tell you, that fucking sucks, (that is if you’re not a douche who was just in it to hit and quit which I highly advise people not to be like that) but when you’re actually trying to be in a relationship with that person, in my experience, it pretty much ends up with your forehead banging against the wall, wondering what the hell happened. At least that’s how it was for me. Welp, here’s me ranting off again today…i gotta stop ranting…but its fun…ok I’m bored…bye…=)